Hebrews 4-7, Chapter 6.
I awakened long before sunrise and lay staring into the darkness. The lab results from the CT of my heart were devastating, and I now feel like a walking time bomb. How much time do I have left? I have no idea. But, my “risk of heart attack” is so high that the number is more than three times the standard for “high risk.”
Suddenly life feels fleeting, and I feel woefully fragile.

In this dark moment, I remember a significant fact: I have a high priest, the best high priest possible, One who loves me enough to die for me himself. He’s my only way to eternal life after my heart stops beating.
I’m aware now of the importance of Jesus’ high priestly role in a new way. When death and the coming judgment were perhaps twenty to twenty-five years away (or so I thought), it felt academic. Now it doesn’t. Nope, not at all.
Like the human high priests who went before him, Jesus was also worn and beat up by the trials of life. He himself also faced death, sweating great drops of blood over it. Therefore, Hebrews 5:2 tells us that he can “deal gently with the ignorant and wayward,” for he too is human, though he never sinned. Since I’ve often quite ignorant and wayward, this is a relief.
He was tempted in all things as we. He knows exactly how we feel.
Jesus knew the feeling of death’s inevitable approach. He faced it and carried out his mission all the way through the death and afterward. Having been tried and having shown himself perfect, he learned the obedience of a human man through all he suffered. His victory over the humanness of sin is our victory. And thus, “he became the source of eternal salvation to all who obey him” (Hebrews 5:9 ESV).
Hebrews 6 calls all of this information “the elementary doctrine of Christ” and also informs us that we must “go on to maturity, not laying again a foundation of repentance from dead works and of faith toward God.” In other words, the first five chapters of Hebrews are the basic stuff, the grade-school level information, the so-called “milk,” rather than the “meat.”
This, then, must be understood:
“So then, since we have a great High Priest who has entered heaven, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to what we believe. This High Priest of ours understands our weaknesses, for he faced all of the same testings we do, yet he did not sin. So let us come boldly to the throne of our gracious God. There we will receive his mercy, and we will find grace to help us when we need it most” (Hebrews 4:14-16 NLT).
Lying in the darkness, I need grace to help in my time of need. I come boldly and find great comfort in knowing that Melchizedek was a Gentile. At that time, no one had yet descended from Abram, so the Jewish nation existed only within Abram’s body. Melchizedek was not only a model of the coming Messiah, but evidence that Gentiles have always been invited to the party, too. I’m a Gentile.
When you get bad lab results, you feel mighty glad to have been invited to the party! In the darkness I thank Jesus for Melchizedek. I thank Jesus for himself — for who he is, for his deep and abiding love for us, for his desire and willingness to come and save us. I thank him for offering himself up for me, for shedding his blood for us, and for mediating—standing between us and God. We can’t come to God any other way.
In the darkness he feels near and dear. He has already numbered my days, so he knows exactly how much time I have left on this earth, and he loves me enough to have suffered and died for me. He feels the same about you.
The Levitical high priests stood between God and Israel making bloody offerings to cover the sins of themselves and of the entire nation. Without the shedding of blood, there is no forgiveness of sins (Hebrews 9:22). Therefore, the yearly Day of Atonement was especially significant.
However, after the sacrifice, sins immediately began accumulating again, for we are sinners in thought, word, and deed. Jesus’ offering, however, needs no annual renewal. It stands forever, for which I am and will be eternally grateful. This is why Jesus came to offer himself and his life blood as our eternal high priest, our mediator between God and man.
No other offering for sin needs to be made. None whatsoever. Ever.
Like Melchizedek, Jesus came from a different lineage than the Jewish Levitical priesthood. He was not of Levi’s tribe. He wasn’t descended from Aaron, but rather he came down from Judah’s line. Melchizedek’s presence as a high priest in Genesis prepared those who were watching for Messiah.
High priests were chosen and then served for life, but Jesus serves eternally. He created the world, he shepherded humankind from the moments when he walked in the Garden with Adam and Eve, and he continues to advocate and to plead for us before the Father in heaven until he returns for us.
From the Father’s right hand, he pleads our case even now, and he can do so because of his blazing pure holiness. Levitical high priests had to make an offering for their own sins and had to remain ritually pure, but Jesus is sinless, sitting high above any high priest who ever served. Jesus was tempted in all things as we are, yet he never sinned. This is the highest degree of holiness imaginable, for Jesus is God in the flesh.
And thus, he qualified as the perfect offering for the sins of humankind. Only he could make that offering, for the whole of the world has committed errors aplenty. And, I’m one of those people. His offering was sufficient for me. The Lord knows I can’t get to heaven on my own merits!
The decision for Jesus to become our high priest was made among the Godhead before time began. It was Plan A. We get glimpses into these discussions in the book of Isaiah. In harmony, the Trinitarian God planned this, and the Son set his face toward redeeming a fallen people, a thankless job that would require his torture, death, and resurrection.
While high priests only represented the people of Israel and converts to Judaism, Jesus represents all of humanity, for God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son that whoever believes in him will not perish, but will have everlasting life. He was born specifically for the purpose of bringing both Jews and Gentiles into God’s kingdom.

Only the high priest was allowed to enter the holy of holies and then only on the Day of Atonement (Lev. 16:1–25). But, Jesus’ death ripped open the holy of holies, making a way for every single man, woman, and child to know God through faith in Christ’s work on the cross. He brings us right up to God in person.
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The death of the high priest marked the end of an epoch, and it removed bloodguilt that would pollute the land. (Num. 35:25, 28, 32,33; Josh. 20:6). But, Jesus lives forever. There is no death of this high priest and no end to this priesthood. The Levitical high priesthood was made obsolete by Christ’s work on the cross and the forgiveness of our sins for all time.
Jesus’ entire life was an offering. Though he never sinned, he deals more gently with the human race than any human high priest ever could, for he understands our brokenness from an eternal perspective. He serves as both priest and as sacrifice — the ultimate act of love. His offering of himself is so effective that it could be applied to every human who has ever lived, if every human had accepted his offering by faith. Before time began, God designated his Son for this.
“Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for his own? No one—for God himself has given us right standing with himself. Who then will condemn us? No one—for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and he is sitting in the place of honor at God’s right hand, pleading for us” (Romans 8:33-34 NLT).
And, here’s the kicker, the final and most significant detail and requirement of Jesus’ role as our high priest and advocate before God.
11 If perfection could have been attained through the Levitical priesthood—and indeed the law given to the people established that priesthood—why was there still need for another priest to come, one in the order of Melchizedek, not in the order of Aaron? 12 For when the priesthood is changed, the law must be changed also. [And it has been. We are of a new covenant.] 13 He of whom these things are said belonged to a different tribe, and no one from that tribe has ever served at the altar. 14 For it is clear that our Lord descended from Judah, and in regard to that tribe Moses said nothing about priests. 15 And what we have said is even more clear if another priest like Melchizedek appears, 16 one who has become a priest not on the basis of a regulation as to his ancestry but ON THE BASIS OF THE POWER OF AN INDESTRUCTIBLE LIFE. 17 For it is declared:
“You are a priest forever,
in the order of Melchizedek” (Hebrews 7:11-17 ESV; quoting Psalm 110:4).
Jesus rose from the dead. He appeared before hundreds. He traveled, ate meals, and imparted instructions. He turned the world upside down. His life proved to be indestructible. Clearly, he is God in the flesh.
Therefore, it doesn’t matter what my lab results say, or whether my heart shuts things down long before I had hoped. I have an Advocate. I have a High Priest, and he is God in the flesh. He knows my days. He knows my beginning and my end. On the final day, he will raise my corpse to life, restoring my dead bones. I can entrust myself entirely to him and let it go.
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Oh my friend… I am terribly saddened to hear the news about your health. However, this post was so strikingly deep, it is evident that God is using this trial in your life to create a depth of wisdom in your writing. This is beautifully written and honors God greatly in the midst of your trial.
Know that you’re in my prayers. Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your story. You are a godly woman and I admire you very much!
Lisa, thank you for the kind words and thoughts! These are good lessons that we all need to learn. Our days are in God’s hands. We have no idea what he has in store and when our days are done. I’m taking all the right dietary and physical steps to remedy this and to strengthen my health, and that’s all I can do. The rest is up the Lord, as it really is for everyone. None of us know how many days we will have. These tiny steps toward heaven prepare us to be with Jesus.
Melinda, I’m so sorry to hear this. But as you said, God knows our days. I also love the psalmist’s words in Psalm 73: My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
I’m praying for you, my beautiful friend. I adore your writing and the truths you weave within your prose. God has called and equipped you, so He will sustain you until the day HE declares enough is enough. Love you. ?
Thanks, Gail! We now know that, so far, my heart muscle itself has not been damaged by this impaction of cholesterol in the heart veins. I immediately was put on a statin drug, and I started or increased all the necessary health-enhancing dietary additions. I also increased the intensity of my workouts. So, I’m doing all I can. The rest is in God’s hands.
The jolt of realizing that this was a possibility was a real shock. I didn’t think I had inherited the genetics for this and had been given the heart that took two grandpas from us. Yet another lesson in the sovereignty of a good God, a God who wove me with these factors while in my mother’s womb, who already has my days numbered. It’s good to be reminded, to again be forced to recognize that none of us can say, “tomorrow we will go here and there, and do this or that.” No, it will be as God wills. I’m thankful. Each reminder provokes growth. And I yield even further, committing myself ever more deeply into Jesus’ hands, being prepared for heaven. It is good. Thank you for the love and the comment, Gail! I feel the same about you! How blessed we are by other writers input in our lives!
Thank you for being so vulnerable and encouraging us all with your own trials. I so love how our God thought of absolutely everything — every detail of His life fit into what we needed to receive salvation. And even now, we know we have a God who understands all we go through because He was willing to go through it Himself. What a mighty God we serve!
Isn’t that one of the most endearing truths about Jesus! He didn’t have to come down here and deal with the mess of being a human. He could have sat there, unmoved and untouched, and judged us all from heaven. BUT no! He loves us so much that he was willing, available, ready to experience all of this, so that he could sympathize with us in our weakness. In our solitude and inner loneliness, that is precisely what we need the most — someone who truly understands us and sympathizes, a rare, RARE human gift! And so, of course, being Love Embodied, he did it and does it daily! I’m glad you brought this up, Emily!
Dear Melinda, your words cut deep, through the haze of busy schedules and the numbness of a thousand tomorrows. You allowed the truth of God’s Word to slice through our self-made blindness to get to the heart and soul of the matter. God is God and we are not. He is eternal and these earthly bodies are from dust. But for JESUS, our great high priest, we would have no hope at all! Thank you for walking us through bit by bit, the significance of our high priest. For today and for that day when we will stand before His throne. I am lifting you in prayer right now. May God grant you healing, strength and peace for each new day and for many days to come. Thank you for using this gut-wrenching experience to point us to Christ once again. You are a great inspiration to me in so many ways. God bless you, dear sister!
Thank the Lord that he chooses to use my messy life and my attempts at writing for him to encourage and to sustain others. Truth-telling, humility, breaking down of pride, transparency — all of these are so essential in the church and in the furtherance of the Gospel, and I’m so incredibly glad that the Lord took this legalistic little rule-keeper and turned me toward him in true repentance. I’m glad for the breaking and for his continued work to bring this work to completion. I’m a mess. And, if the Lord can call and save a mess like me, he can call and save a mess like anyone who might come across my words. Thank you for encouraging and affirming, Melissa. You’re such a blessing!
Praying for you and knowing God is with you.
Thanks, Melissa! I appreciate that!
Oh my dear Melinda, I am so sorry to hear your news. I am praying for your daily. You can trust our high Priest for everything. You are held in His loving arms. Thank you for sharing and your positive outlook. You are an encouragement. God bless.
I’ve worked from my initial shock into an awareness of God’s superintending care. My issue is genetic, as I was already doing pretty much everything right regarding my health. God made me this way, and he knows my days. I will trust him. Thank you so much for your prayers, Yvonne!
These words are driving me to my knees. You are a woman I admire, your example shines like the stars in the Heavens. I’m sorry to hear of your news but praise God for your beautiful heart that follows him no matter what. Be blessed, Melinda. I am praying with you in this time.
Isn’t it amazing how the Lord takes his Word and applies it like medicine to the wounds of living on this earth! No matter what happens, what stuns us, or flattens us, he uses his Word to reassure us of his love, his tender care, and his presence with us in any sorrow, heartache, or challenge. It’s also amazing how shocked and upset at God we can be about these unexpected turns. He is, after all, God. And yet, even through the bumpiness, he tenderly loves and cares for us, drawing us back into his arms. Thanks for your kind and encouraging words, Stephanie. I try to live transparently. I’m glad we have a patient Savior.
I’m so sorry to hear this bad news. So glad we have this Comforter and King. God bless you–with healing for our sakes.
Thank you for your kind words and your prayers, Nancy! I’m grateful. My life is in God’s hands. I’m adjusting to the news, though it was a shock.
So beautiful Melinda. I am grateful for an Advocate on my behalf no matter what the situation. Such an encouraging Word!
Brittany, it’s always a blessing to hear from you on a post! The Advocate, yes! What in the world would be do without him when we face these obstacles we had no idea were coming our way? He is graciously with us in all of these difficult places.
Melinda, I am so sorry to hear your lab results were indeed that horrific. That’s enough bad news to shake us up for sure. But as you so beautifully state all throughout this article is how our great high priest, Jesus Christ, is with us in the darkness and has our days numbered. I’m so thankful He’s our mediator between us and God and He serves eternally as high priest. The final sacrifice and atonement for sins! Hallelujah for the blood of the Lamb! I’ve really enjoyed all your writings out of Hebrews.
Thanks for your comment on my blog post. As you requested, here’s the link to that post, “The Saving Power in the Blood of Jesus Christ”
https://www.karengirlfriday.com/the-saving-power-in-the-blood-of-jesus/
Thank you so much for sharing your post link, Karen! I thought it would be a helpful resource here since we’re both exploring the high priesthood of Jesus and all he does for us.
After my initial shock and dismay over my heart, the peace that has filled me and calmed my emotional turmoil has been such a gift from God. Both our relocation nearly two years ago and this health issue have been great prep for heaven, the difficulties revealing where my hope needs to be anchored (Jesus) and uncovering that it has been instead anchored in my identity in a place I had lived for a long time as well as in my trust in what I thought was the longevity I had inherited from the other side of my family. My confidence must be and should be in Christ alone. More preparation for heaven is very welcome at my age! Thanks be to God for revealing my frailty.
It’s beautiful and inspiring that you look to our high priest. I know there have been ups and downs in these last few months. I love that you are enjoying time with family, and adding to your family, and watching your books and writing find their places in the hearts of many readers. And I love that you have exceptional and special appreciation for all that our Savior has sacrificed, and understands, and given for our sake – for the sake of all humankind. You have a wonderful and inspiring perspective and hope. Thank you for your vulnerability and message. You are a blessing to me and many.
Praise the Lord for that, Stephen! The Lord is directing this journey, and I’m merely recording the lessons he’s teaching me and my faltering reactions, repentance, and needed growth. I’m glad that is a blessing! Thanks for letting me know. Praise God!
Amen, amen, Melinda! As you say, “I have an Advocate. I have a High Priest, and he is God in the flesh.” Praise God!
Jessica, thanks for stopping by. Praise God is definitely the appropriate response to his plan of salvation!
Melinda, I love that your hope of the promises of God comes through your writing as greater than any fear you may (must) have. You are a living example of keeping our eyes on the prize and not on our own earthly troubles. Thanks for sharing this, as we age we all need to be reminded that God’s plan is already in place and higher than ours. May the peace that passes all understanding be with you – especially in the dark!