Like you, I’ve suffered. I am currently suffering. Until I go to heaven, I will suffer even more. In a fallen world, this is a given. Thank God for His promises that hold us together and his nearness to comfort us!
God pledges to make beauty from our ashes, to work all things together for our good, and to never leave us or forsake us. We love and serve a God who put on flesh and came to earth to suffer for us and with us.
A year ago I took a sabbatical for what I thought was burnout. It proved to be mono that gave way to an autoimmune disorder. On that break last year I read Glorious Ruin: How Suffering Sets You Free, David C Cook publisher, by Tullian Tchividjian, Billy Graham’s grandson.
This year, I’m reading it again. The introduction alone is so encouraging that I’m sharing two excerpts with you again and urging you to read this book.
“We find that the book of Job gives us a clearer understanding of who God is—and isn’t—in the midst of suffering. So what would a God who was present in suffering look like? First and foremost, He would be a God who suffers Himself. Maybe even dies. A God who meets people in their suffering, rather than on the other side of it. Pain might even be one of His primary avenues for reaching people. C. S. Lewis memorably captured this reality when he described pain as God’s ‘megaphone to rouse a deaf world.’” 
“Whenever what we’ve depended on for meaning—and it’s usually one of God’s good gifts—is stripped away, our first reaction tends to be one of anger, self-pity, blame, and entitlement. But idolatry feeds on itself, robbing us of joy until we have no other choice but to cry out for God. Fortunately, as one friend puts it, God’s office is at the end of your rope. Indeed, God intends to free us from more than our idolatry: He intends to free us from ourselves…Thankfully, the good news of the gospel is not an exhortation from above to ‘hang on at all costs,’ or ‘grin and bear it’ in the midst of hardship. No, the good news is that God is hanging on to you,and in the end, when all is said and done, the power of God will triumph over every pain and loss.”
In your suffering, if things just don’t make sense, remember that our God of love grasps you closely. We may never know the whys, but we know the character of God. He is love, and He is enough.
Christ set the example by entrusting Himself into God’s hands and yielding to suffering. He meets our deepest needs in suffering. We flee to Him for mercy. He holds on to us.
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